Sunday, June 15, 2003

People talk way too much.

I wish I was autistic, or something. Then no one would bother to talk to me.

Everything is way too irritating today, particularly people who strangely INSIST on talking to me just as I'm in a lousy don't-touch-me mood. Even the internet messages I get are annoyingly burbly and cheerful, like one of those salespeople who like to tail you around with smiles plastered on their faces. Which part of I WANT TO BE ALONE do people NOT understand??!

(And I've been struggling to answer politely to questions all bloody day, I really have, but people are structured in such an odd way that the less I respond the more they ask, and I have to vent everything on a computer which at least doesn't talk back, thank god, and can you imagine if I told my mom I just didn't FEEL like talking??? I'd never hear the last of it and she'll think there's some awful reason and start imagining all sorts of things)

...DAMMIT.